Let the flames begin.

I'm changing. I can feel it with everyday that goes by, and I like this person I'm becoming.
I looked back on all the bullshit I put myself through last school year and it seems like such a long time ago. I want to be powerful, respected, and seen as an influential women when I get older. But why wait? I can do that now, right? I know what I want, I just didn't know if I was strong enough for the fight. I'm excited for a new year, my junior year. I perceive things differently and as much as we would all like to live stress free, we all need our buttons pushed. We all need that one person that swears to god we will never amount to anything, that one boy who you wasted way too much time on, that friend that will never fully understand what she caused you, the ultimate test. I'm still alive after the constant disapproving glares, insecurity, and finally breaking down. This is about me and how I will continue to make MYSELF proud.

Happy birthday to me!

I'm sixteen years old!

Yesterday I had a cookout at my house to celebrate my birthday. I can't even begin to describe to you how I felt. Just try to understand.
I felt out of my body, like I was looking from the outside in. Everything felt so sureal like I was high and didn't have control over anything. I know it sounds a little queer but I'm sure you've experienced something like that. You feel like that moment isn't really happening because you're in such of a good mood that it seems perfect.
I felt the same way today too, even though I had to work. As I was walking home from the bus stop I came to the conclusion that I am simply happy. I don't have a worry in my head and everything seems so clear. I don't know what has gotten over me. I'm not on drugs, though Jenelia thinks I need medication, I'm just feeling really awesome.
I don't know if it has anything to do with it being my birthday but for the past two days I been on cloud 9.

I want to thank everyone for coming to my cookout, I hope you had fun, even though I don't care if you didn't because I did. The gifts I've gotten so far have been more than enough.
Thank you Amy, Gissette, Jose, Lil' Jay, DIANA<333!, and Ericka.
I'm anxious to find out what Jenelia got me, I know it'll be awesome.

I'll post another blog later tonight, my birthday is still not over ;)

THERE FOR TOMORROW

New favorite band.

Cht cht ;]

I'm pissed right now. My cousin has this stupid ass away message talking about how she and her "main" is going to get shmacked tomorrow. I'm about to set it off on her little ass.
Has she lost her damned mind? As if I don't have her screen name and can't see her status. I'm going to kill her or maybe take away her sleepover privilidges. Corn.
WHATEVER.

Anyway, moving onto more important things. I went to the Central Landfill and OMG, it was awesome!
I was expecting this huge pile of stinky garbage and I didn't even know it was there 'til the tour guide explained to us that they "bury" the trash.
First, it's starts off with a clay base
Garbage gets dumped
Plastic seal over garbage to keep it airtight
Then a 6 foot layer of compost on top
so on and so forth.
It pretty much looks like a greeeeen, flowery hill.
Pretty cool huh?
After work Brian (beezy) and sebastian came to my house to spend Beezy's last day together. We sat on my porch for most of the time roasting sebastian. Went over to Jenelia's for like 2.3 seconds (stole us some brownies ) back to my house to eat Lo mien and rice :)
Watched some of Slumdog Millionaire and it got late so my brother took them home at around 12ish.
We had fun, Sebastian not so much since my sister was going innnnnn on them asian jokes.




I touched an alligator! A real live 4 ft something aligator. It was crazy.
For science they had Regal Reptiles come in and show us some animals. They had a whole bunch of lizards, geicos, and snakes. There were two snakes, one was a huge python. They had the aligator, her name was Gucci, how cute.
That same day I went around with my science group picking up recyclable trash around the neighborhood. I felt really good after.

Today was pretty decent. Lmaooo my friend MarcAnthony (cool name huh?) said the funniest thing to my boss.
MA: Um Amy? I have a rash
AMY:Okay, Let me see it.
MA: I can't, I don't want to show you.
AMY: Why?
MA: It's under my lemon squeezes.
Lmaooo for the globaly delayed he was talking about his scrotum
ahhh, priceless

Well, I'm planning to go to the beach tomorrow with some of my friends. Jenelia left not too long ago and we couldn't stop laughing.


OH, DIANA! If you are reading this, I miss you.
I know you lost your phone so I haven't been trying to call you. I hope you find it and that you have a safe trip back home and call me as soon as you get here or when you see this :)

Making the world a little greener.

Hellerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :)

Im stoked.
At my job, we have different clubs the kids can join so every tuesday they're doing an activity with the club that they chose such as, gardening, creativity club, mini-sports, sports, recycling club and games.
I work with the older kids in recycling and tomorrow we are going to the landfill!
I'm super excited.
Especially because I have a great idea for our next project.
Since it is a recycling club we obviously recycle, so they had me call city hall to ask who would be picking up our recycling bins or do we bring it to a specific (I have trouble saying that word) place. I called blah blah got my answer but the man I spoke to asked me for our help.
I was like, huh? He said that I can stop by his office and pick up some brochures and pass them out to south providence residents so people in our neighborhood can be more aware of global warming and recycling. We'll be comming to a neighborhood near you ;)
I felt prettttttttty gooood :)

After work I went with my friends Roger, MarcAnthony, Chris, and my sister to Bambu Tat2 to watch Roger get his millionth Tattoo. It was awesome in there. I met this one guy, I forgot his name, that creates these really awesome wooden action figures.
http://monsterdecay.com/
Check out his website.
I didn't get to watch him get his tatto though. The guy was booked and asked him to come later so Roger took me home. Brotherhoood.
I want to get a tattoo on my left foot, my back, and the anti-eyebrow peircing. My parents will totally disown me.

Now I am home, my feet hurt like crazy, I have to wash my hair , and I'm stoked for tomorrow.

OMGGGGG! You have to watch Shakira's new music video called "she wolf". It is absolutely hillarious.


I look freakishly tall in this picture.

Life a la Mode.

My internet was disconnected again.

Well, Nothing much has been up lately 'cept for me working as usual and staying home on the weekends. My birthday is in two weeks(aug 17th), kind of excited. I'm apparently having a cookout too. It's crazy. I expect my closetes friends to be there (jenelia, ryan, diana, and solange) and I really would'nt care if no one else showed up, especially my always-talking-shit family.
Beezy and Sebastian left my house not too long ago. Beezy is moving to California on thursday ='[[[, I'm going to miss him a lot. My mom promised to cook him a good-bye dinner on wensday. I missed Sebastian a lot too, but I doubt I'll be seeing him anytime soon.
Roman swung by for a few to say Hi.
My leg hurts real bad. I don't know why, but it is killing me.
I'm sorta tired but I don't want to go to bed now, summer is almost over. I should be out riding my bike somewhere. But instead Im going to watch broke back mountain with my sister because she never knew Heath Ledger starred in that movie. Oh yeaaa.
Let's seeeeee, Oh! I watched DO THE RIGHT THING with Jenelia, omg how awesome was that movie? Seriously, I loved it. I watched Slumdog millionare too, it was awesome as well.
I need to re-do my iPod, I think I want to get a touch so I can play Tap Tap all day. I like that new Mariah Carey song, it's catchy, IDK.
I don't think I have anything negatvie to say. I know, SHOCKING.
Well, I do but it's not much of a burden on me, so I'll keep that one to my self.
I re-arranged my room, lots of space for dancing now. I miss dancing all the time with Jenelia and Diana, sigh.
School is right around the corner guys. I'm excited and a little scared. My junior year I have to be on my grizzy, Lmao. Oh, you know that band/group, w.e called "LMFAO" yea, they suck. It's like techno/pop, they suck. I don't really like Forever the sickest kids either, they kinda suck too.

Im gonna go watch that movie now, so asta mañana ;)
yea I know I didn't spell that right.