Can I live...

I feel so friggin good it's not even funny. I feel happy and totally sure of myself and that's all I ever wanted. I can't wait for people to wake up and decide to treat me like I'm a human being and not some dormat. I have to let some go, some were important and still are, some mean nothing to me, but I have to let them go. And I love the feeling.


Oh, and I never needed you. It was the other way around, so in the near future when a friend as good as me comes along maybe you'll learn how to treat them better, but I'm gonnnnneeeee =]

Congrats to the lady cavs and hope for winning their first games today.

Did I mention I'm losing weight, or shall I say lost. A whole bunch, I'm a workout freak now and yea I look and feel awesome. But I always been cute ;)

California...

Tomorrow is my last day in California. As much as I miss SOME of my TRUE friends and I can't miss anymore days out of school, I don't think I'm ready to go back. I like it here, it's relaxing and everyone here is just so welcoming and nice. I liked being away from the one thing that messes up my train of thought. Well, I should be good to go. This trip gave me a lot to think about and turns out I'm okay. I will be just fine and no one can mess that up. I'm too much of a good person to get any less then I deserve, so HA.

Here are some pics<3

11/21-22... 23 and forever.

I was yours momentarily but now all you do is bring me agony, so much agony and this bitch comes and takes my victory.



I call her defeat, she's always right there...

It's a little complicated.

I don't want you, I need you but I can't have you. I can have you but I just don't want to go there, I just don't want to take things that far.
I don't no if things will ever be fixed, if things were ever fixed, if things were ever broken. This has being going on so long, I should be used to it, but it's consuming me and I want you out.









But I need you<3

Bruva from another Mutha

Now when I need Beezy is when his ass wants to be in California, like calling him and staying on the phone for hours isn't running up my bill. Damn I miss that black kid<3

Anyway, things have been great. I am officially on the District Wide Student Government along with my dear Jenelia, kicking ass as usual. I'm transferring from music to drawing, I'll do a lot better there since I'm always drawing. I found this really awesome college that caught my attention, but I'm going to keep my options open. I haven't had one of "Those days" in a while, so I've been doing well. Except that I have the flu, not THEE flu but the flu. This is my second day out of school but I'll be good by tomorrow. I'll be super mad if I can't make it to my retreat on friday, I'm really excited for that.


Well, bye